Elf - Ok, edited the poll for you guys, I had totally forgot about that option, lol.
Thanks for all of your support as well. This has been the best forum on the intarweb
EVAR!
Silveredwings - Yes, it was an internal decision. I made it, finally, and feel a great sense of sticking with it this time. the other times I tried to quit I did it more as a test and that attitude didn't work well for me.
UfoTofU - Chantix is taken for about three months then stopped, that's when it comes down to brass tacks and I get to keep on trucking with my will power. But if I feel that I might slip, I can take it again before i even start smoking and the cravings would be gone.
cfg83 - I've tried the patches and gums before...the problem was that there is nicotine in them. In my eyes, Chantix was the way to treat my addiction to it. They say it takes 2-3 days for the nicotine to leave your body. And once I hit day three I wanted only one or two cigarettes a day. Even then, I would only take a few drags, gag a little, then snuff the cigarette.
csrmel - My wife's smoking actually annoys me more than anything now. She doesn't smoke around me or our kid at all, but when she walks into the house after a smoke we can tell. We like to politely remind her that it stinks, lol.
In the past week my whole opinion on smoking has switched back to that of a person that has never smoked. I think it's disgusting, but the difference is, I know what it's like to be addicted to cigarettes. I don't go bashing people for smoking (you guys are great and supportive), but I do try to coerce them if They are a close friend or loved one, usually by telling them about the Chantix if they've tried other ways of quitting without success.
Nicotine addiction is the same as a heroine addiction, the only difference is that cigarettes are legal.
trebuchet03 - lol, Yeah, well it's rarely above 40°F around here now so the windows are always closed now, but if I did still smoke I would crack them just enough to evacuate the smoke. During summer I usually have the drivers side wide open because I have no A/C in my VX
(not that I'd want anything that would rob my Vx of anymore power anyways, lol)
Thanks again so much for your words of encouragement and insight people!